kerri invited me to her place for a party which was cancelled the morning before it was to take place, so i spent the day playing world of warcraft. won't bore you by going into detail. today was more of the same. played some basketball, nice relaxing uneventful weekend. i was scheduled out last thursday and then the guy who does the schedule at work came and asked me to come in anyway. i was scheduled out for tomorrow and i was asked to come in again. i have to be to work at 6:45 which is 7 hours and 45 minutes from now so i better get to bed.

just typed a whole long entry, and the damn computer crashed. itunes is screwed up and my computer crashes if i run itunes for too long. pisses me off. my sisters cell phone is alive and well and somehow survived. thats all i really needed to say, i forgot what else i had written anyway. wait, scratch that. i had written that i wanted to go to the warped tour in mass, but i think that my friend who said he would go with me is gonna bail. either that or else hes gonna invite his girl to come because he can't spend one day apart from her. he is so damn anti-social when he is in a relationship that its sickening. he just smothers them with love and attention, too much if you ask me. any way, i'm not sure if i should just not even bother with him and should just seek someone else to accompany me to the concert or not. let me know what you think.

omg, i get home to find out that my sister jumped in the pool with her cell phone in her pocket. i really wouln't care normally, but it was my backup phone that i was kind of loaning her. and it's not some piece of shit phone either (well it is now, but it wasn't). it was some nokia that i spent like $300 on last summer. talk about unfuckingbeliveable. damn it.

hooray for going back to work, but i still don't have the damn florida pictures.

ok so i didn't work today because i was originally planning to be getting back from florida last night/this morning. instead i have just been sitting around ripping other peoples cd's to add to my mp3 collection and i went outside to shoot some hoops. i caught some part of a press conference with jeremy roenick. there is also a neat radio station in orlando, real rock 101.1, that plays some good tunes and is possibly one of the best radio stations i have ever heard. they have a webcast here that is worth listening to. the only complaint is they like a couple of songs a quite a bit so some songs get over played, not the least of which is bother by stone sour. i must have heard that song an average of like 5 times a day, too much considering i'm not a big fan of the song. i need to see if i can't get copies of the pictures tonight and i also have to bring matt his glasses back anyways.

so florida was a good time, except for dealing with chris and his shit. i can't stand him and i never really could. basically he is a worthless sack of shit who can't hold his liquor and does nothing but lie and bullshit. other than him, the trip was great. i went to universal studios, the kennedy space center, and cocoa beach. other than that our time was spent back at the house or driving around kissimee/orlando. we had awesome ribs at tony roma's, ate at the hard rock cafe, and also had dinner one night at hooter's, where the waitress pinched nate's nipple. also i would like to mention that i had like 8 tacos one night and had ass-rot the whole trip. no one wanted to be around me when i had gas, it was very potent. i will upload pictures as soon as i get the dvd containing all of the photos/videos of the trip.

ok, so i just got back from christie's apartment (the one i have the thing for). she had a party tonight. i had a good time, but i only had one drink (some amber ale) because i have to drive to manchester to the airport tomorrow morning (2:30 am) and thats only about 2 1/2 hours away. so anyway, i leave for florida for like a week. we are gonna go to universal and possibly (but hopefully not) go to disney as well. i went to walt disney land (in orange, ca) when i was 7 or 8 and i'm sure that it's just more of the same. any way i will hopefully get to go to the hard rock cafe while we are down there. so anyway, call my cell phone if you want, ya know to say hi or something, while i'm sitting around soakin' up the sun.

last week i started feeling ill. my legs and abdomin were cramped but that was because i had been running all weekend so i wasn't really suprised. wednesday i was still a little sore, but around noon i started getting this really bad pain. i left work early and went home to lay down. didn't feel so bad once i was laying down. thursday i felt even worse when i tried to move, but as long as i layed down i was ok. so i spent the day watching movies (between wednesday and thursday i watched house of flying daggers, twice, and all three lord of the rings movies, the extended editions). friday i woke up and called out from work because i didn't feel better. about half an hour later i woke back up writhing in pain. i could barely breath. i felt like i had to throw up it hurt so bad. i called my mom because i needed some tylenol. she said i was "white as a ghost". i took some tylenol (and i never ever take medicine unless i feel absolutely aweful) and it did nothing. meanwhile my mom called the doctor and took me to the hospital. they were quick and within 10-20 minutes i had morphine :) they did a cat scan of my abdomin and did some blood tests. before the cat scan came back they knew i needed my appendix removed because of how severe the pain was, the location of the pain, and because the blood tests showed a very high white blood cell count (sign of infection). i had my appendix removed within an hour or two and came right out of anesthesia without being groggy or tired. i got taken upstairs to recover and spent 2 nights in the hospital, leaving on day 3 (sunday). so now here it is (tuesday night) and i feel great. i just took some vicadin and used a heating pad on my sore back, the a.c. is on because its hot in here, and i am just feeling great. anyway thats all i have for now, ill most likely be at home all day tomorrow.

i'm so pissed off right now. i hate when people act all fucking fake, it's just irritating.

anyway, now that that is all said did anyone see the season finale of lost or alias. holy shit. mind blowing.

today i bought a steering wheel for my xbox so i can play forza motorsport and maybe not get my ass kicked in the stock races.

omg i just got home from watching star wars: revenge of the sith. it freakin rocked. i need to think about where it ranks compared to the others, but i liked it better than return of the jedi i think. i spent all day today watching the 5 other star wars movies before i went to see the new one in theaters. i am going to see revenge of the sith at noon so i need to get to bed so i won't fall asleep durring it.

ok so i totally won an auction for a black motorola v3 razr. the thing is super sweet. i should get it next week i hope. i also really want to find a new job. i was told back in january/february that i was going to be moving to a support job which is mostly lifting and stuff but it hasn't happened yet. so if it doesn't happen soon than i am posting to a different department if not getting a job elsewhere.

i don't know if anyone missed me but i am back to leave another post. i don't really have much to say right now, mostly because i can't think of anything and not because there is nothing to say. this week star wars episode 3 comes out and i am super excited. i have seen a bunch of people who were like "oh i love star wars" but they are total posers. i bought tickets for wednesday at midnight and thursday at noon. i will most likely end up going with andy/jim at the 7pm showing on thursday as well. i got a new pair of shades a week or so ago. i'm really out of things to say so i will be back when i can think of more.

Current Mood: chipper

here is a serious question. why is it that i can't get what i want. it's not so much that i can't, i suppose it's more that i am too afraid to risk losing everything. i never take my chances while i still have an oppertunity to do so. instead i just wait and tell myself "maybe tomorrow." well when tomorrow comes around i tell myself the same thing again. meanwhile there are only so many tomorrows before chances have come and passed. i hate myself for the things i don't do.

also i think that i have an ear infection, my ear has been really hurting for the past couple days.

Current Mood: crushed

the new millencolin cd isn't great, but it's not bad. somewhere between home from home and life on a plate, certainly no pennybridge pioneers.

i won't be working at 5:30 all week thankfully.





i've been done played a fool. :/

Current Mood: disappointed

the wave sort is full of sketchy pickers and it sucks big hairy donkey balls.

in other totally unrelated news, millencolin's new lp, kingwood, drops tomorrow. pick it up if you know whats good for you.

quick update before i head to work.

the party saturday was fun, but i was totally too tired to enjoy it to its fullest.

yesterday i went to the mall with jarrod and i ended up buying some headphones. we then proceeded to play tennis.

this week i work 5:30-2 which totally sucks.

see, what did i say, quick update.

i am so tired, i just got done working 10 1/2 hours. just letting ya'll know cause i have nothing better to do.

i have either started early or stayed late at work everyday this week so far. yesterday i started early and stayed late. exhausting.

after work today i bought a huge can of beefaroni cause i had a craving and a box of goldfish for christie cause i always eat all of the ones that she brings to work. after i got home i played some world of warcraft until lost came on. talk about screwed up. after that was alias. at least it kind of has to do with other stuff that has been going on. most of the episodes have had little, if nothing, to do with other episodes this season or from previous seasons. i was gonna watch eyes after that but my sister barges in and takes over the tv. she wanted to watch some show with the guy from blink 182. then she goes "it would be nice to be able to lay down" referring to the couch which i was occupying. i got pissed and took off upstairs. she makes me so mad sometimes. she needs to get a job and learn a few things about life. she has had everything handed to her on a golden platter her whole life.

kerri's shindig is this weekend, i can't wait it should be a blast.

next tuesday the new millencolin cd, kingwood, comes out. i can't wait. they released a track on their website and it sounds good. it sounds different from some of their other stuff. its nice and fast and a little bit heavy sounding, but not heavy like metal or anything. they are going to play warped this year so i totally have to go. if anyone wants to go with me let me know, in the meantime i will start looking for someone to go with.

i've cut back on my juice consumption and have more or less stopped drinking flavored carbonated water in favor of good old regular plain water. i still like to start my morning with a couple glasses of orange juice, but other than that its all about the water.

thats all for now, i'm out.

Current Mood: tired

i really really want a nice digital camera, like a super expensive one with an insane zoom. i also want to get one of those new mac minis. and while i am wishing i would like a big wacom tablet.

i am now trying to cut back on juice consumption and drink more water. i have had 2 1/2 liters since lunch. thats metric. you know what they call a quarter pounder with cheese in france? a royale with cheese. you know why? the metric system.

i really want to watch garden state again for some reason. i'm not sure why. i'm guessing it's because of my obsession with natalie portman, but i could be wrong. i can't wait to see her in revenge of the sith.

i bought a nalgene bottle today and we are getting a new clothes drier. the old one took 70+ minutes to dry a load of laundry and the door on it was being held shut with duct tape.

i need to practice my bass more, and i want to learn how to play my guitar. i have had it since highschool and i barely can use it, plus it's always good for impressing that certain someone, the bass just doesn't get the ladies as well, not that my boyish good looks and charm aren't enough, but it can't hurt to add that to my arsenal.

i saw sin city today. it was ok, not as good as i was hoping. thats not to say it was bad. everyone in the damn movie smoked and elijah wood is weird as hell. he bugged me to no end. i mean he was soooo friggin weird. i want to say why, but i don't want to spoil it for anyone who wants to see it.

last night i bought another one of those xmod cars. i got the wrx sti cause it is my absolute favorite car. i bought the all wheel drive upgrade for it too. i cannot get the damn all wheel drive in there and working, and now i have stripped at least 3 screws. the thing is a pain in my ass, but it will be sweet when i get it going.

i need to get another 10000 rpm sata drive so i can get a hella sweet raid array. i just need to figure out why my comp won't boot a sata drive, but it has no problem with an ide drive. go figure.

Current Mood: cheerful

not that anyone cares but i had a nice jog and came home and watched star wars clone wars volume 1. it is a cartoon by the guy who made dexter's lab. it was good but short. i also forgot to mention that i bought this sweet darth vader helmet the other day. it has a mic and voice changer plus a couple of recorded voice clips of darth vader himself. it's so cool that it's scary.

Current Mood: tired